[Dave]

In December 2002 I had a massive heart attack, in the process they figured out I had chf also needed a bypass then figured out the veins had deteriorated and they didn't have anything to graft to. So I had to treat only by medications and try to stay on a sensible diet, which is very hard to do, then in 2007 things started to go down hill again, last night my blood pressure dropped so low I passed out, as I was going down I thought I was going to see my Lord and saviour, but I woke up weak, shaken, but ok. This gets me thinking I have a loving wife, Daughter, Son, Two Grand-kids. Should I feel guilty knowing the Lord could take me home any-time and I would have to leave my love ones behind?